TJ, my baby! my only baby!! Honey, I miss you already. How will I go on without you? Everytime I think about you not being here it is so overwhelming that it takes my breath away and the tears start to flow. Baby, don't you know I need you here. Me and you basically grew up togeather. You are mama's baby and I love you more than life! I remember when you were going to elementary school and the kids use to call you Mama's boy and you would get so upset but when you got older you were so proud of that title "mama's boy" TJ I have always been so proud of you in everything you are. You are the sweetest, kindest, most loving person I have ever met. I am very proud of the man you have turned into. A mother couldn't ask for any better than you sweet baby. You are the best. I will not let Axel ever forget about you baby he will always know and remember you are his daddy. It is just un-thinkable that you are not here and the thought of you not being here is un-bearable and overwhelming! What am I gonna do without you my sweet baby? TJ you already know how much I love you and I know how much you love me! Damn baby I can't believe your not here!! I love you so so much!! Mom