To my beautiful sister… It took me a ling time to be able to even visit this site, let alone write what I've needed to say…just has been too hard. Over the past several years, many things have kept us from being able to be as close as we always wished we'd be…the distance of living states away for so many years, and then busy schedules with work, family, and life in generaI even after we lived within 15 minutes of each other. I wish I could turn back the hands of time and do things differently, but know that's not possible. I'll regret forever that we never had the time to be as close as we should have been and pray that you know how much I care and how much you will be missed. I promise to be there for your beautiful family in any way I can. Please know you will always be the one that I looked up to and always will look up to. I rejoice in that you have finally found solace from your pain and can dance forever on the beaches of heaven. I love you, Brandi…