It’s been over 3 weeks since you left us. The noise has died down. All of the wonderful people who gathered to celebrate your life have all gone back to their lives. And as I sit in this park lot of your baby cousin’s football practice I can’t stop thinking about you today. Some days are better than others but today just hits me right in the chest. My sweet nephew. The first grandson. You were tiny in stature but carried the mightiest of pride and loyalty. I cannot believe I watched you take your first breath and then had to stand over your lifeless body and say my final goodbyes. I will seek justice for you my love. The taste for vengeance hungers me, but I know it will never fill this big empty hole in my heart. I’m so sorry you never got to see your dreams come to fruition. I’m so sorry someone made an unjustifiable decision to end your journey here on earth. I will live for you baby boy. For all of my days I will live out in your honor. Until the day we meet again I carry you with me always. I love you.