My heart is so heavy right now big brother. I drove 4 1/2 hours there. I’ll need to turn around and come right back because I could not face seeing you like that. I’ve cried for you nonstop because you’ve been everything to me. You’ve been my best friend, my big brother, my protector, my confidant you’ve helped me through so much and I’ve always been there for you when you needed to talk, the bond me and you have is forever unbreakable. You have touched so many peoples hearts that the angels are crying right now. I hope you can forgive me, but I love you too much as my big brother to sit there and lose myself in front of everyone I have so many thoughts And jokes of everything we’ve told each other it’s always been me you and COURT as the three goofballs. We just had a conversation and laughing about how are used to pick on my exes and scare people off and I did the same to you. Nobody was good enough for my big brother please protect us a smile down on us.