hi mamaw, how are you? Is heaven as beautiful as they say? I bet Ethan is so very happy to see you;) I bet he’s doing cartwheels;) how is everyone else? I’m sure you are making your rounds...it’s only been two days but it feels like it’s been longer than that! I wish I could have saw you before you went home but you were ready to go;) I miss you so, so much;) I’m trying so hard not to be sad because I know it’s not how you would want us to feel...but sometimes being human, we can’t control it! There is still so much more things I need to tell you, but now I guess I can still talk to you...I’ll just have to listen a little harder now;) Kacee and Bella send their love to you! They thought you were the best Gigi;) Thank you so much for being my grandmother...I couldn’t have had a better one...thank you for our talks; I’ll miss those! For helping during the rough times, reminding me to keep going even when I wanted to give up! For all those nights in the hospital with the girls...ahhh! I could go on forever but I think there is only so much you can write...the rest is by heart;) til we see each other again...love you!