Jeri Anozie
Here it is July 26, 2020, 10* years since your passing on to a place?, a transformation?, a final resting place that I can’t bare to visit. At first I went to your resting place every day. Then about twice a week. It seem to be my routine on my to or from going to church. After a couple years I partially came to my senses that you were not there. After a vivid dream that seemed so real where you were walking out of our bedroom after trying to wake me and in the dark there was a red light glowing on you. It turn out it was our fire detector. I jump up and luckily it just needed a battery. I called fire department next day and they arrived and Chan’s the back up battery. But it was deeper problem. It was hard wire and that was shorting out and could hv started a fire. So I also realized that something about you was not there at that grave site, but something about you was just with me anywhere and everywhere.
I came to many realizations over these years without your physical presence but with your own Overall good disposition, your quest at being the BEST. Your best was more so for others instead of yourself. I realize now the things that are really truly important and it was not the things I thought were important. Here I am ten years later realizing it important to be my best and always leave a good Ora with even strangers, family, friends, every body and myself most of all. I’ll always miss you that is just a fact of life. I’m just now feeling I can or and just have to live with that.