My dad was just great. It is so difficult with him not being here. We had so many memories. Laughs, tears, we shared. There were many hard times we faced, obstacles. I remember him acting like a predator, wolverine, a lion. His favorite color was red which is now starting to be mine, his favorite animal a lion, favorite food I have no idea because he loved all food. The way he would eat would always make me laugh it was as if he hadn't eaten in years. He was silly and although he wasn't happy here, he did his best to make my family happy. He had many flaws but we all do. He used to write me letters when he was locked up I don't think I ever sent him anything back… besides one time. With him gone now I'm learning many things. I don't always do what I learn but it still in my brain. Having him gone is heartbreaking but knowing he's probably happy in a wonderful place heals part of my heart. I know sometimes he messes with me trying to scare me lol. I can feel him next to me sometimes. A couple days ago I was talking to him I would imagine things would say and just keep talking. When I was in the car with terry and gma and gpa and Anthony there was a lake and trees and a sidewalk… I imagined me and him waking there talking about everything that's gone on in our lives so far. I do always want to visit him. I feel this world just getting worse and worse without someone like him putting a smile on my face. Love and miss you Dad, daniellie ♥️💩