I never really stopped loving you or thinking about you. I always hoped to find you oneday and appologise for my being lazy, immature, and irresponsible, and for not being the man you deserved when we were together all those years ago. I tried finding you many times, but kept running into brick walls. Today I find this obituary with you in it and it saddens me to no end for now I will never get that chance to say "I'm sorry". To James, I hope she was able to find the happiness she deserved being with you that I failed to do myself. To Lisa, brother Johnny, Mom, Dad…I'm sorry for the way I was, I always wanted to make up for the things I did, or rather didn't do. Now I must live with the fact that I will never get that chance……….Good by Lori, I always loved you, and alway will……