I miss you daddy’s baby I remember your mommy said we were both her fat boys but I miss u so much not a day has past that I don’t think about u and the things I had planned to teach you. Your mama and I where so excited for u to come and open the Christmas presents we got u but I have to understand that you were tired of this long fight and you fought so hard and won papa
You were most definitely gonna be be a better man than I could ever be and you also helped me be a better man I pray I go to church I read the Bible u did that son you helped me forgive be patient and love like no other I would give up my life just have u here son te quero mucho Ronin now my heart aches hoping when your mom leaves she comes back in with your stroller and lays u down I wish this was a bad dream that I can’t awake from but it’s not I’m trying my best to continue taking care of my self and I’m so eager to die to see you again but I know I have to wait my time and let god use me for what I was meant to do but son time will fly and I will rejoice with u in heaven and only then I’ll be able to teach u what I wanted I wish I knew what to say but it’s so hard for me to accept that you left this world so young fly high my little fat boy.