I'm so glad I found your memory book online mamaw, I miss you so much and never knew how to describe my feelings torwards you. It's been 7 months now since your passing, and I still feel a need for you. Your passing on the first day of the year told me just how awful 2010 would be; and things havent improved much. The family will never be the same without you, things are so different now and painfully so. Our holidays feel incomplete, and my mom I know feels a stab of lonliness everyday with you gone. Our wonderful family seems so broken now… Your children and grandchildren are keeping up with Pawpaw, we're taking care of him for you like I know you would have wanted. I know he misses you the most, he was holed up in his bedroom for weeks just staring at your beautiful photographs. Mom made the two of you paintings, portraits of both you and Pawpaw when you were younger. They're so pretty, I hope where you are you can see them. I know she made them for closure- who can ever forget you. You were always there for me, and you always made me and Breanna muffins in the morning so we wouldnt get hungry. I know you loved us, I'll never forget you for that. Granny joined you last Thursday, now both of my Grandmas are gone from me. I hope wherever you are, the two of you will meet and go shopping; maybe attend an Elvis Presley concert in Heaven, everyone knows the King is still alive and well. Things are so hard and I dont understand why. Mom always tells us she wants to talk to you- I feel the family thinks this in unison. Everyone who knew you wishes they could hear your voice one more time. I would have done a picture for you sooner if I had known you were going so soon. I would have told you how much I appreciated you and all you'd done for us. I can tell you now, how beautiful you were as they laid you in your final resting place. You gracefully slept as a pretty pink rose bundled in white silk. Your candle still flickers in my heart Mamaw. I know you'll be with me always.